Dangerous Work

"Dangerous Work" number 84 of 200 from Robert Aitken's book Miniatures of a Zen Master.

From WoodenZen


My feelings for this book have taken on a new flavor. Maybe just flavor du jour.

These miniatures are encouragements and come in different flavors. Some are shared as fellow dinners at the table of the Way. Some are instructions from a master to whoever will listen. Some of these miniature share the foibles of discovery what this menu we call life contains.

Today's miniature is framed like two chefs conferring about their apprentices. Maybe a bit of inside baseball. I totally don't get it. "The moonlight of wisdom is indeed lunar." What is this and why would Soen Roshi refer to is a "dangerous"? And what the hell does Aitken Roshi mean by "This teaching of etymology should gave the master pause."?

I'm sure that if you are not reading along, on page 94, it is difficult to get the flavor.

Some days the soup is too salty, some days it lacks punch, some days are 'a good day'. 

Today is a good day. Let's rest in our confusion.


Any error or confusion created by my commentary on
Miniatures of a Zen Master
is solely a reflection of my own delusion and ignorance.
Any merit generated by this activity is solely the result of
Aitken Roshi's clear teaching and is dedicated to
all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas throughout space and time.

The Disadvantage of Being an Old-Timer

"The Disadvantage of Being an Old-Timer" number 83 of 200 from Robert Aitken's book Miniatures of a Zen Master.

In this miniature there is the problem of familiarity. As the routine of the dojo embeds, the surprise and mystery of dojo activities wanes. Old-timers have to be on guard for this. This is where a certain amount of forgetfulness is helpful. This is the students perspective, teachers see things differently.

I go to sesshins with the Three Treasures group from Seattle. The whole time it has been just about the same people doing the same routine in the same place (some of them in the same beds). We eat the same meals, go on the same walks, see the same sights. At the Wednesday evening meal we get the same chocolate chip cookie, the only sweet the whole week. Same, same, same.

This fall sesshin will be different. The group is experimenting with a new location. In the mountains instead of on the beach. Camping instead of sleeping in dorms. The whole thing will be shook up.

One of the big disadvantages of being an old-timer is seeing the lack of first-timers. I'm seeing a influx of people at our weekly sittings and book discussion groups. I'm encouraged by this.





Any error or confusion created by my commentary on
Miniatures of a Zen Master
is solely a reflection of my own delusion and ignorance.
Any merit generated by this activity is solely the result of
Aitken Roshi's clear teaching and is dedicated to
all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas throughout space and time.


Beliefs

"Beliefs" number 82 of 200 from Robert Aitken's book Miniatures of a Zen Master.

Beliefs, as a way of knowing things is pretty lame. One step up from ignorance. Belief is part way between ignorance and blind faith and together these 'ways of knowing' subvert reality by either ignoring it or piling on superfluous layers of imagined crap.

A more natural way of knowing is what I would call resting. Resting as in being comfortable in not knowing. Not having to understand. Not grabbing at experience and try to make it something tangible. To describe it to others in a blog post.

Have the confidence of not knowing. Knowing that you don't know. Relax into that "Don't Know Mind".

Zen Master Seung Sahn in a dialog with as student (Diana) in 1978 had this to say about belief. He refers to "true belief" and here he is talking about the absolute reality and not what we usually mean by belief.

SS: You want to believe something; this is already a mistake. So, put it all down and true belief will appear by itself (laughs). Very simple. The mind that wants something cannot believe in anything. Throw away this wanting mind. Try!

D: Try what? Can you try to believe?

SS: No! No! I didn't say try to believe. Only try. Only try means only go straight don't know; don't know means that your ideas about this world disappear. When your ideas disappear then you and this world become one. So in true belief there is no believing in something or not believing in something because it has already become one. If you and Buddha become one, how do you believe in Buddha?!

This is one mind, try mind, go straight don't-know mind and put-it-all-down mind. But many people hold their thinking: "What does he think about me? I think this about him." Holding this creates opposites when originally there was no problem.


Now for something completely related. The Faith-Mind Inscription or Poem on the Trust in the Heart.

Hsin-hsin Ming
Faith Mind Inscription

By Third Ch'an Patriarch Chien-chih Seng-ts'an

The Great Way is not difficult for those who have no preferences.

When love and hate are both absent everything becomes clear and undisguised.

Make the smallest distinction, however, and heaven and earth are set infinitely apart.

If you wish to see the truth then hold no opinions for or against anything.

To set up what you like against what you dislike is the disease of the mind.

When the deep meaning of things is not understood the mind's essential peace is disturbed to no avail.

The Way is perfect like vast space when nothing is lacking and nothing is in excess.

Indeed, it is due to our choosing to accept or reject that we do not see the true nature of things.

Live neither in the entanglements of outer things nor in inner feelings of emptiness.

Be serene in the oneness of things and such erroneous views will disappear by themselves.

When you try to stop activity to achieve passivity your very effort fills you with activity.

As long as you remain in one extreme or the other you will never know Oneness.

Those who do not live in the single Way fail in both activity and passivity, assertion and denial.

To deny the reality of things is to miss their reality; to assert the emptiness of things is to miss their reality.

The more you talk and think about it, the further astray you wander from the truth.

Stop talking and thinking, and there is nothing you will not be able to know.

To return to the root is to find the meaning, but to pursue appearances is to miss the source.

At the moment of inner enlightenment there is a going beyond appearance and emptiness.

The changes that appear to occur in the empty world we call real only because of our ignorance.

Do not search for the truth; only cease to cherish opinions.

Do not remain in the dualistic state -- avoid such pursuits carefully.

If there is even a trace of this and that, of right and wrong, the Mind-essence will be lost in confusion.

Although all dualities come from the One, do not be attached even to this One.

When the mind exists undisturbed in the Way, nothing in the world can offend, and when such a thing can no longer offend, it ceases to exist in the old way.

When no discriminating thoughts arise, the old mind ceases to exist.

When thought objects vanish, the thinking-subject vanishes, as when the mind vanishes, objects vanish.

Things are objects because of the subject (mind); the mind (subject) is such because of things (object).

Understand the relativity of these two and the basic reality: the unity of emptiness.

In this emptiness the two are indistinguishable and each contains in itself the whole world.

If you do not discriminate between coarse and fine you will not be tempted to prejudice and opinion.

To live in the Great Way is neither easy nor difficult, but those with limited views are fearful and irresolute; the faster they hurry, the slower they go, and clinging (attachment) cannot be limited; even to be attached to the idea of enlightenment is to go astray.

Just let things be in their own way and there will be neither coming nor going.

Obey the nature of things (your own nature), and you will walk freely and undisturbed.

When thought is in bondage the truth is hidden, for everything is murky and unclear, and the burdensome practice of judging brings annoyance and weariness.

What benefits can be derived from distinctions and separations?

If you wish to move in the One Way do not dislike even the world of senses and ideas.

Indeed, to accept them fully is identical with true Enlightenment.

The wise man strives to no goals but the foolish man fetters himself.

There is one Dharma, not many; distinctions arise from the clinging needs of the ignorant.

To seek Mind with the (discriminating) mind is the greatest of all mistakes.

Rest and unrest derive from illusion; with enlightenment there is no liking and disliking.

All dualities come from ignorant inference. They are like dreams or flowers in air: foolish to try to grasp them.

Gain and loss, right and wrong: such thoughts must finally be abolished at once.

If the eye never sleeps, all dreams will naturally cease.

If the mind makes no discriminations, the ten thousand things are as they are, of single essence.

To understand the mystery of this One-essence is to be released from all entanglements.

When all things are seen equally the timeless Self-essence is reached.

No comparisons or analogies are possible in this causeless, relationless state.

Consider movement stationary and the stationary in motion, both movement and rest disappear.

When such dualities cease to exist Oneness itself cannot exist.

To this ultimate finality no law or description applies.

For the unified mind in accord with the Way all self- centered striving ceases.

Doubts and irresolutions vanish and life in true faith is possible.

With a single stroke we are freed from bondage; nothing clings to us and we hold to nothing.

All is empty, clear, self-illuminating, with no exertion of the mind's power.

Here thought, feeling, knowledge, and imagination are of no value.

In this world of suchness there is neither self nor other- than-self.

To come directly into harmony with this reality just simply say when doubt arises, 'Not two.'

In this 'not two' nothing is separate, nothing is excluded.

No matter when or where, enlightenment means entering this truth.

And this truth is beyond extension or diminution in time or space; in it a single thought is ten thousand years.

Emptiness here, Emptiness there, but the infinite universe stands always before your eyes.

Infinitelfy large and infinitely small; no difference, for definitions have vanished and no boundaries are seen.

So too with Being and Non-Being.

Don't waste time with doubts and arguments that have nothing to do with this.

One thing, all things: move among and intermingle, without distinction.

To live in this realization is to be without anxiety about non-perfection.

To live in this faith is the road to non-duality, because the non-dual is one with trusting mind.

Words!

The Way is beyond language, for in it there is no yesterday, no tomorrow, no today.



Any error or confusion created by my commentary on
Miniatures of a Zen Master
is solely a reflection of my own delusion and ignorance.
Any merit generated by this activity is solely the result of
Aitken Roshi's clear teaching and is dedicated to
all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas throughout space and time.

Whitman and Dogen

"Whitman and Dogen" number 81 of 200 from Robert Aitken's book Miniatures of a Zen Master.

Walt Whitman and Dogen both pondered the question of our lives. In the long poem, Song of Myself, Whitman eventually comes to see the question as full of contradictions and yet is unsurprised and unapologetic.

...
Do I contradict myself?
Very well then I contradict myself,
(I am large, I contain multitudes.)
...  
Song of Myself - Walt Whitman
1855

Dogen speaks to this same contradiction in the Genjokoan.

...
To study the buddha way is to study the self. To study the self is to forget the self. To forget the self is to be actualized by myriad things. When actualized by myriad things, your body and mind as well as the bodies and minds of others drop away. No trace of realization remains, and this no-trace continues endlessly.
...
Actualizing the Fundamental Point (Genjokoan) - Dogen 1233


To study the self is to forget the self. As I sit, I see the transitory nature of what ever I can call self. These constellations of senses (which includes thoughts) or sense moments prove to be unsubstantial. They arise, play out and disappear and all that is left is the field on which this and that all played on.

What is the nature of that field? "I am large, I contain multitudes" begins to point in the general direction.


Any error or confusion created by my commentary on
Miniatures of a Zen Master
is solely a reflection of my own delusion and ignorance.
Any merit generated by this activity is solely the result of
Aitken Roshi's clear teaching and is dedicated to
all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas throughout space and time.





In Charge of Nature

"In Charge of Nature" number 80 of 200 from Robert Aitken's book Miniatures of a Zen Master.


Paraphrasing, 'though we forget sometimes, we know in our hearts that human beings are not in charge of nature.'

"In charge", who are we kidding? We're not even in charge of our own individual human nature.





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Any error or confusion created by my commentary on
Miniatures of a Zen Master
is solely a reflection of my own delusion and ignorance.
Any merit generated by this activity is solely the result of
Aitken Roshi's clear teaching and is dedicated to
all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas throughout space and time.

Breath Counting

"Breath Counting" number 79 of 200 from Robert Aitken's book Miniatures of a Zen Master.


When I first start actually regularly sitting, and not just reading and thinking about Zen, breath counting was my practice. I was surprised at how difficult and subtle a practice breath counting was.

Counting the breaths helped me with composure and centering. It felt like a beginners practice and as a beginner I benefited from counting breaths. I was never successful at staying with breath counting for any length of time over two or three cycles of ten breaths.

Once I met my teacher and started working with him, he set me on a koan path and we never talked of breath counting.

Coming back to breath counting this morning, I notice I have built up some zazen composure and was able to stay with counting my breath for the entire sitting period. Only drifted off a few times but only for a single breath before catching those sneaky thoughts as they tempt me to follow them rather than my breath. Good stuff this breath watching. I see what competes with and overlays my luminous mind.

Breath counting for me is 'breath in', 'breath out' while saying quietly to myself 'one', then repeat with 'two', and 'three' and so on. Keep eyes open and feel the sensations of the breath on the nose, throat, chest and abdomen. Listen carefully for the thoughts that will surly creep in. Don't entertain them and keep counting the breaths.

This could be said to be the beginners beginning practice as counting breaths is richer and deeper than how I've described it. It is surprising where it leads. Eventually the counting stop and the breathing continues.

For a richer understanding of Zen breath practice, check out Dosho Mike Port's blog post "Snow and Breath". In the post Mike points to breath.
  1. With practice, one can get pretty competent counting the breath and stay with the experience of breath for long periods.
  2. Dainin Katagiri said "Zazen is not to follow the breath."
  3. Dogen said only to "breathe softly through the nose" in his zazen recommendations for everyone.
  4. Rujing, Dogen's teacher said "Breath enters and reaches the tanden [hara], and yet there is no place from which it comes. Therefore, it is neither long nor short. Breath emerges from the tanden [hara], and yet there is nowhere it goes. Therefore it is neither short nor long."
  5. Dosho Mike Port said "...breath is not inside or outside. Breath is right in the midst of the functioning of zazen. You think that by zazen you will become the breath. At that time, breath is already outside. When you feel breath by zazen you feel breath inside. But this isn’t real breath. Next moment it disappears. Real breath is blooming from moment to moment, not in the idea, but in the midst of the process of zazen."
  6. Will says "counting your breath starts you on the path to what Katagiri, Dogen, Rujing and Port describe." Dive in and join the fun!




Any error or confusion created by my commentary on
Miniatures of a Zen Master
is solely a reflection of my own delusion and ignorance.
Any merit generated by this activity is solely the result of
Aitken Roshi's clear teaching and is dedicated to
all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas throughout space and time.

Shin-jin Datsu Raku

"Shin-jin Datsu Raku" number 78 of 200 from Robert Aitken's book Miniatures of a Zen Master.


Shin-jin Datsu Raku is "body and mind fall away." What are this body and mind being fallen away. These refer to attachments, distractions and the neuronal gossip of life in our bodys with our own minds. Three quotes to help clearify. One attributed to the Buddha, one to Aitken Roshi and one by Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche via Tricycle's Daily Dharma email newsletter.
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The Buddha said, “Luminous is this mind, brightly shining, but it is colored by attachments that visit it. This unlearned people do not really understand, and so do not cultivate the mind. Luminous is this mind, brightly shining, and it is free of the attachments that visit it. This the noble follower of the way really understands; so for them there is cultivation of the mind.”

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Aitken Roshi said, “It may seem to us that there are things more important than counting the breaths, breathing Mu or the salient point of a particular koan. But in fact all these thing are simply distractions.”

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"The neuronal gossip that keeps you from seeing your mind in its fullness doesn’t really change the fundamental nature of your mind. Thoughts like “I’m ugly,” “I’m stupid,” or “I’m boring” are nothing more than a kind of biological mud, temporarily obscuring the brilliant qualities of Buddha nature, or natural mind." 

Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche


Oh! Time for breakfast.



Any error or confusion created by my commentary on
Miniatures of a Zen Master
is solely a reflection of my own delusion and ignorance.
Any merit generated by this activity is solely the result of
Aitken Roshi's clear teaching and is dedicated to
all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas throughout space and time.